Hari ini, anak2 pada pingin mampir ke kampus, sekalian ketemu temen2 lain baik di fakultas saya (FKG) dan tetangga (FKU). Pukul 10 kurang, ayuni sudah sampai di rumah saya. Kita berdua pun berangkat dengan visto kuning milik ayuni. Sampai di kampus, pe nol dan toro belum kelihatan sama sekali batang hidungnya. Karena tidak tega meninggalkan ayuni sebatang kara nggak jelas di luar gitu, saya pun ngotot nylundupin dia dalam kelas. Kebetulan hari itu mata kuliahnya termasuk umum, g yang kedokteran banget gitu. Jadi kalo kebetulan teman saya ditunjuk dosen untuk menjawab pertanyaan (ha2..sorry for one hour worrying ;p ), g susah2 amat dey nyambungnya.
Stlh itu, kita semua memutuskan ketemuan di salah satu kantin kampus, 1st café. Isinya ya ngobrol, ketawa-ketiwi mulai yang bener2 lucu dan ’sarkasme’ ha2..
Anyway, pukul 14.00-nya saya ikutan wawancara untuk baksos yang rencananya diadakan pertengahan agustus ntar (planning ke bandung didelay dey..). Mm.. sebenernya saya selalu tertarik dengan kegiatan di luar studi kampus, tapi yaa..dulu saya orangnya gimana ya, black&white banget. Melihat sesuatu itu hitam dan putih, kalau nggak benar ya salah. Sedikit toleransi, begitu antipati langsung ilfeel. Namun setelah berjalannya waktu saya mulai sedikit2 belajar that there’s a grey area. Dan kalau pun ingin memperbaiki yang dirasa nggak pas, maka saya pun harus masuk ke dalamnya. Not only have a word, but act!’Cause life is colourful...
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~ sayang nggak tau judul aslinya apa (anyone know?), tapi yanng penting inspiring, makasiy buat ayuni yang sudah ngasih lagu ini dan bagi ilmu seharian ;p ~ dipopulerkan oleh AFI Junior
Kadang ku takut dan gugup
Dan ku merasa oh oh tak sanggup
Melihat tantangan di sekitarku
Aku merasa tak mampu
Namun ku tak mau menyerah
Aku tak ingin berputus asa
Dengan gagah berani aku melangkah
Dan berkata aku bisa
Aku bisa
Aku pasti bisa
Ku harus terus berusaha
Bila ku gagal itu tak mengapa
setidaknya kutlah mencoba
Aku bisa
Aku pasti bisa
Ku tak mau berputus asa
Coba terus coba
Sampai ku bisa
Aku pasti bisa...
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9:32 PM
Sabtu malam, 17 Juni, janji nemenin anak2 jalan, sebenarnya sudah ditagih dari kemarin2, tapi apa daya, sudah tepar duluan ma kuliah, so saturday nite is the time ;). Planning awal Ayuni dan saya memilih Dunia Salju sebagai tujuan malam ini, habis Surabaya kalo g mall apa lagi coba obyeknya?! Pe nol merasa ide itu terlalu childish bla..bla..blah.. Pluq no comment karena takut g dibalikin ke rumah dengan keadaan selamat sejahtera seperti sediakala. So, we were straight to dunia salju, yipeey!
Sepanjang perjalanan, Pe nol mengeluh terus karena pembicaraan saya dan ayuni di jok belakang adalah seputar kematian (karena kami secara terpisah baru saja ikut esq training), dan ketakutan Ayuni untuk married ^_^’…
Married ya.. is a lifetime commitment. Uhm..wajar siy kalo denger alasan2 temen saya kenapa sampe phobia married, karena itu juga yang saya takutkan. Tapi parahnya temen saya yang satu ini sampe udah niat untuk nggak married, fuih..
Seperti yang saya tulis di atas, saya juga merasakan ketakutan2 itu, tapi nggak sampe niat no married. Menurut saya, memang belum ketemu yang cocok aja. Jadi mungkin nggak usah bikin target untuk menikah dulu kali ya di usia berapa, easy going ajah..
Hmp.. hampir sejam kita nunggu antrian puter balik ke Giant, dan itu masih panjaang, belum ntar cari parkirnya. Memang salahnya kita juga, karena malem manggu tentu banyak keluarga yang tumplek-blek ngadem di dunia salju. Karena alasan2 di atas plus keluhan Pe Nol yang lelah ngegas-ngerem, kita pun oke2 aja ganti obyek. And the next spot is Pakuwon..
Di Pakuwon, kita makan di studio food court, sempat ketemu ma anak2 lain, "Nur, long time no see!" Dan sebelum pulang kita menyempatkan nganter ayuni yang sudah ngempet pengen beli j-co.
obrolan d j-co:
pe nol – duh, kira2 kita 10 taun lagi kaya apa y? da bisa ’lepas’ dari ortu
g ya?
mega – alah kejauhan, gini aja, 10 taun lagi kita masih bisa nggak “jajan di j-co..”
pluque – hm..iya loh, kmrn liat2 rumah ma papaq yg kecil2 aja mahalnya minta ampun
ayuni – iya..
pe nol – masalahnya aku tuh cowok..COWOK!
mega;pluque;ayuni – grr…
pe nol – duh, kira2 kita 10 taun lagi kaya apa y? da bisa ’lepas’ dari ortu
g ya?
mega – alah kejauhan, gini aja, 10 taun lagi kita masih bisa nggak “jajan di j-co..”
pluque – hm..iya loh, kmrn liat2 rumah ma papaq yg kecil2 aja mahalnya minta ampun
ayuni – iya..
pe nol – masalahnya aku tuh cowok..COWOK!
mega;pluque;ayuni – grr…
9:17 PM
Seminggu yang lalu saya bersama keempat teman saya, chempluque; pe nol; dan toro (bukan toro sudoro red.) memutuskan mencoba sebuah resto di TP, bukan resto baru sebenernya, tapi kita2 pengen nyoba ajah. Kita sepakat buat sharing pesanan, “makan tengah” kalo meminjam istilah dari toro. Resto ini menawarkan menu jepang, dan letaknya berdekatan dengan celebrity fitness. Dari 4 responden, 3 diantaranya kasih testimonial not familiar jadi nggak enak di lidah (sst.. mostly anak kost;p), walhasil toro lah yang menghabiskan pesanan di meja.
Sambil nunggu makanan dan minuman habis we were chatting about various things, bahan wajib tentu saja nostalgia jaman sma ;). Dan tiba-tiba obrolan pun beralih ke arah profesi, dan memilih pasangan hidup. Well, the second one was the hottest topic we discussed, sampe mobil masih berdebat coba?!
Hm..kalo menurut saya siy yang terpenting adalah “kecocokan”, bukan kesamaan loh ya, namanya dua orang yang berbeda pasti nggak akan sama, tapi yang namanya cocok itu ada. Lalu bukan berarti kita tidak bisa mempunyai kriteria, pasti ada, tapi lagi-lagi setelah kriteria kita terpenuhi, kecocokan tetap merupakan prioritas utama. Kalau nggak cocok ya buat apa coba? heyloo.. it’s a lifetime relationship!
Anyway, ”tidak cocok” bukan berarti suatu kesalahan atau kekurangan lo, ya memang bukan jodohnya aja, that’s it. Seperti teori anak kunci, untuk bisa “on” diperlukan anak kunci yang sesuai dengan bentuk gembok yang emang udah dari sononya dogariskan berbentuk seperti itu. Hal kaya gini pasti bisa dirasakan oleh beberapa orang yang mungkin setelah sekian lama in a relationship dengan seseorang yang sebetulnya menurut kaca mata umum “perfect”, but inside down dia ngerasa kayanya he/she is not the one dey.. atau sebaliknya.
Lantas gimana untuk mendapatkan “the one” itu? Never be anyone but yourself..! So that u’ll know, does ur partner love u inside and out?..
Lantas gimana untuk mendapatkan “the one” itu? Never be anyone but yourself..! So that u’ll know, does ur partner love u inside and out?..
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"Inside and Out" - Bee Gees
Baby, I can't figure it out
Your kisses taste like honey
Sweet lies don't gimme no rise
Oh, what you're trying to do
Livin' on your cheatin' and the pain grows inside me
It's enough to leave me crying in the rain
Love you forever but you're driving me insane
And I'm hanging on
Oh, oh, oh, oh I'll win, I'll never give in
Our love has got the power
Too many lovers in one lifetime
Ain't good for you
You treat me like a vision in the night
Someone there to stand behind you
When your world ain't working right
I ain't no vision,
I am the girl who loves you inside and out
Backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out
I love no other way
What are we gonna do if we lose that fire
Wrap myself up and take me home again
Too many heartaches in my lifetime ain't good for me
I figure it's the love that keeps you warm
Let this moment be forever
We won't ever feel the storm
I ain't no vision,
I am the girl Who loves you inside and out
Backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out
I love no other way
What are we gonna do if we lose that fire
Don't try to tell me that it's over
I can't hear a word
I can't hear a line
No girl could love you more
And that's what I'm cryin' for
You can't change the way I feel inside
You're the reason for my laughter and my sorrow
Blow out the candle
I will burn again tomorrow
No man on earth can stand between my love and I
And no matter how you hurt me,
I will love you till I die
I ain't no vision,
I am the girl Who loves you inside and out
Backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out
I love no other way
What are we gonna do if we lose that fire
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9:12 PM
Karena sudah lama nggak update, sekalinya ngeblog saya bagi posting-nya.
Nafsu ngeblog kali ini disalurkan dalam rangka menyongsong 1 minggu tenang (baca: minggu resah) dan 2 minggu UAS ^.^v
Enjoy!
Nafsu ngeblog kali ini disalurkan dalam rangka menyongsong 1 minggu tenang (baca: minggu resah) dan 2 minggu UAS ^.^v
Enjoy!
8:14 AM
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Duka dan simpati yang mendalam untuk masyarakat DI Yogyakarta dan sekitarnya..
I really feel sorry for them…
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Duka dan simpati yang mendalam untuk masyarakat DI Yogyakarta dan sekitarnya..
I really feel sorry for them…
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8:09 PM
>.< no rest after having mid-test, loads of tasks r waitin’.. Lemme see there are:
- radiology translation
- ancylostomiasis
- conservation
- …
it’s not a personal task, though ^.^V..
I’m so tired today..i cudn’t finish my endodontic preparation on P2 >.<”.. how come???? No result for today..
Ha2 will update more next time!
~ plenty happened ... felt so many many many emotions………
thanks for those who supported me ^_^/ ~
- radiology translation
- ancylostomiasis
- conservation
- …
it’s not a personal task, though ^.^V..
I’m so tired today..i cudn’t finish my endodontic preparation on P2 >.<”.. how come???? No result for today..
Ha2 will update more next time!
~ plenty happened ... felt so many many many emotions………
thanks for those who supported me ^_^/ ~
7:45 PM
^_^V Haylow!!! Let’s see how many days I left without blogging here, almost a month ~_~'.. The mid test was over the day before yesterday, what a relief! I thought everyone was going to sumwhere to have a relax. Yah, everyone needs a break time from their routines, whatever we do. In order to do things that we couldn’t do in our routines. For me, a break time is playing music, gathering with my family, hanging around with some friends, blogging, etc. It brings back memories, and gives a spirit to better in d future ^_^..
Anyway, yesterday was Jemblunk’s birthday. We have a birthday partner , whose the birth date is closer to us. And Jemblunk’s partner is Dindut, they were goin’ to treat us somewhere. Ha2 so it was really a relief after a mid test ^_^V..
We met in Pakuwon Supermall at 4 pm. I don’t know whether U have already been to “J-Co donuts and coffee”, it was a first time to me, as it has just been opened couple of months.
Well, the taste isn’t very special after all. However what makes J-Co special is that bringing donuts in the caffee culture. Eating donuts and sipping coffee, what a style! Ah ya, the donut here is rather empty if you compare than others, so that we wouldn’t get full easily, and we would buy more, what a brilliant! What’s more, for all that style, we even dare to pay more. 5000 rupiahs for one donut, it’s quite expensive. ^_^ I bought a half dozen to bring home, my family would like it! My favourite is the one with almond, I forgot what’s the name ^_^’..
Having shalat maghrib, we went to “Ayam Bakar Cianjur”. It was really crowded there, we almost didn’t get a park space. I miss Sunda food very much. Besides, sambel terasi is better than donuts!ha2.. We also took some pics before going home, it was taken in Singapore of Surabaya. I’ll show U later!
Anyway, yesterday was Jemblunk’s birthday. We have a birthday partner , whose the birth date is closer to us. And Jemblunk’s partner is Dindut, they were goin’ to treat us somewhere. Ha2 so it was really a relief after a mid test ^_^V..
We met in Pakuwon Supermall at 4 pm. I don’t know whether U have already been to “J-Co donuts and coffee”, it was a first time to me, as it has just been opened couple of months.
Well, the taste isn’t very special after all. However what makes J-Co special is that bringing donuts in the caffee culture. Eating donuts and sipping coffee, what a style! Ah ya, the donut here is rather empty if you compare than others, so that we wouldn’t get full easily, and we would buy more, what a brilliant! What’s more, for all that style, we even dare to pay more. 5000 rupiahs for one donut, it’s quite expensive. ^_^ I bought a half dozen to bring home, my family would like it! My favourite is the one with almond, I forgot what’s the name ^_^’..
Having shalat maghrib, we went to “Ayam Bakar Cianjur”. It was really crowded there, we almost didn’t get a park space. I miss Sunda food very much. Besides, sambel terasi is better than donuts!ha2.. We also took some pics before going home, it was taken in Singapore of Surabaya. I’ll show U later!
8:23 PM
Semuangaaattt, cepet ujian cepet liburan, ha2 ;p..
Maka dari itu, supaya rencana bareng2 kita bisa terealisasi, I have to prepare for my exams, jadi ntar pas liburan bisa bener2 liburan begitu, ga pake SP2an *sigh*..
I’m not sure how often I’ll update my blog while mid-test.
Kemaren pas onlen ktemu Upik d Yahoo Messenger, ngobrolin semester 4 yang nista ini (tapi smt ini seru lowh!) dan merencanakan liburan bersama semester genap ntar, ha2 pdhl msg pertengahan jalan udh mikir holiday mulu;p..Tapi liat postingan anak2 Jitoe di milis, ternyata keluhannya g jauh beda lah, kuliah. Dan paragraf terakhir pasti ngomongin buat rencana liburan bareng ke luar kota!!! Huiks, I’m definitely miss them..
Maka dari itu, supaya rencana bareng2 kita bisa terealisasi, I have to prepare for my exams, jadi ntar pas liburan bisa bener2 liburan begitu, ga pake SP2an *sigh*..
Exams r coming and i still don’t really study a lot...only a few chapters of 1 subject only...i’m so dead..But I’ll manage, for a holiday!!! huehue XD
I’m not sure how often I’ll update my blog while mid-test.
To ol others preparing for exams, good luck!
p.s. : I’ll watch an Indonesian Idol first! ^_^V
9:22 PM
As I wrote before, I had Marisol and Resita treat me at TP. They treated a lunch in Hoka-Hoka Bento and a movie, Brokeback Mountain! Since this movie was soo happening, I couldn’t wait to watch it. Therefore, I had told them to treat us this movie ^_^V.. I went there with Mas Aga bringing me Audiopro magzs, he suggested me read over the KB reviews as I have been lookin’ for a KB. He also brought an Angkasa magz, his favorite one’s (after guitars), Nazi edition. Along the way we were talking over about how this small country had conquered Erope, bla..bla..bla..^_^
Before we had a lunch Marisol asked us to take a pic in a photo-box next to Disc Tara, the same place where the ”meliuk-liuk” incident had happened ^_^”..
Having took a pic we went to HHB. Inge & Sandy showed up at last, full of smile.. Mas Aga offered a hand to take us a pic, here it is..
Eventually, watching movie! Well, I’m a movie fan, although I rarely comes to cinema. I end up renting a VCD or DVD a week or two. Back to the movie, Brokeback Mountain is the movie of two young men loving each other, a homosexual romance.
Hmh..after thirty minutes left I felt bored with this movie.. it was just totally boring… I couldn’t get it over, how could this movie become an Oscar nominee?! Well, yes it presents an incredible landscape..But nothing’s new, the idea is the same one that has been used for countless heterosexual romances: two people love each other, but for whatever reason, they can’t be together. And we know form the beginning that it’s not going to happen, so what’s the point?!? I thought it has been this happening bcoz of the story is controversial and the visual. But all of that being said, nothing makes up for the fact that it’s borrrrrrrrrrrring…~_~’
Moral story:
1. don’t watch a movie just because it’s so happening
2. never watch the Brokeback Mountain!
1. don’t watch a movie just because it’s so happening
2. never watch the Brokeback Mountain!
7:18 AM
Long time no blogging, trying hard to write updates here.. (cuih..sok sibuk banget..;p)
4 days no Uni! He2 karena hari ini (30/3) libur Nyepi, besok dliburkan, dan Sabtu-Minggu emang libur, jadi such a short rest lah.. ;D
30/3:
Nice, Marisol (this what I call her) and Retichita (this what my lil’ bro call her) r goin to celebrate their B’day party;D. Sudah lama sebenernya, tapi tertunda trus lantaran jadwal preklinik qta yang memang berlainan dan someone got chicken pox.
Maka, setelah sempet2nya mau ada kuis IKGM dan Konservasi mereka diskusi panjang-lebar agar tidak besar pasak daripada tiang, qta2 mau ditraktir makan plus nonton;P.. I’ll go there w/ Aga.
4 days no Uni! He2 karena hari ini (30/3) libur Nyepi, besok dliburkan, dan Sabtu-Minggu emang libur, jadi such a short rest lah.. ;D
30/3:
Nice, Marisol (this what I call her) and Retichita (this what my lil’ bro call her) r goin to celebrate their B’day party;D. Sudah lama sebenernya, tapi tertunda trus lantaran jadwal preklinik qta yang memang berlainan dan someone got chicken pox.
Maka, setelah sempet2nya mau ada kuis IKGM dan Konservasi mereka diskusi panjang-lebar agar tidak besar pasak daripada tiang, qta2 mau ditraktir makan plus nonton;P.. I’ll go there w/ Aga.
Got an email from milis, Upik with her new blog. I read some of her posting and found it interesting at “It’s OK being unpretty”. Jadi pengen ngomong wae, bukan pada si empunya tempat sampah lowh, but to everyone, girls esp.
Menurutku every of us is beautiful.
Well, even if U talk about visual, what girls look like. Setiap cewek pasti punya daya tarik tersendiri, dan nggak bisa gitu dibikin standart-nya siapa. Tinggal bagaimana kita membuat apa yang menurut kita sesuatu kekurangan itu menjadi daya tarik tersendiri, making the most of yourself gitu dey!
Lagipula, it’s personality that makes you want to be with people, brain and behave, he2 koq malah jadi kadernya putri Indonesia yak?
I hang out with my friends because they are laugh etcetera, not because they look good. Having friends or “someone” who like me the way I am is d best thing.
Hwahaha…posting-mu menginspirasi siy, jadi nimbrung gini dey.
Owkay, I gotta take a bath now!
-- we are beautiful --
Well, even if U talk about visual, what girls look like. Setiap cewek pasti punya daya tarik tersendiri, dan nggak bisa gitu dibikin standart-nya siapa. Tinggal bagaimana kita membuat apa yang menurut kita sesuatu kekurangan itu menjadi daya tarik tersendiri, making the most of yourself gitu dey!
Lagipula, it’s personality that makes you want to be with people, brain and behave, he2 koq malah jadi kadernya putri Indonesia yak?
I hang out with my friends because they are laugh etcetera, not because they look good. Having friends or “someone” who like me the way I am is d best thing.
Hwahaha…posting-mu menginspirasi siy, jadi nimbrung gini dey.
Owkay, I gotta take a bath now!
-- we are beautiful --